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it has been a dream of mine to live somewhere near Nurburg Germany for a while now, i expressed it with my ex but she never seemed to have any interest in it. i wanted to live close to there because of the Nurburgring, the worlds greatest and longest racetrack. i wanted to live close enough to transport my race car and also for spectating. i said i wanted to live somewhere in Europe, and clearly Germany seems to hit all the points. i randomly found a 2 story house an hours drive away for only 77,000$. has a barn and a beautiful view, in a nice looking quiet town 
. im planning on saving money to live there (even tho itl likely be sold before i do). the fact that im growing up and planning on moving out is better than nothing.
ive been studying a lot on Carbon Composites and fabricating car parts every day my dream of creating my own parts (and eventually creating a business out of that). been building a workshop that i will use to create all these products and sell them online, which makes my other dreams financially realistic (as compared to working at my current minimum wage zombie job).
ive been learning German
i really suck at it still. :3 heh now its a fantasy of mine to meet a sweet German girl and go live out on the countryside and paint beautiful pictures all over the interior of our old house together *___*.
. im planning on saving money to live there (even tho itl likely be sold before i do). the fact that im growing up and planning on moving out is better than nothing.ive been studying a lot on Carbon Composites and fabricating car parts
every day my dream of creating my own parts (and eventually creating a business out of that). been building a workshop that i will use to create all these products and sell them online, which makes my other dreams financially realistic (as compared to working at my current minimum wage zombie job). ive been learning German
i really suck at it still. :3 heh now its a fantasy of mine to meet a sweet German girl and go live out on the countryside and paint beautiful pictures all over the interior of our old house together *___*.
im back
hello, im back, again. its been a long long time since ive uploaded anything, but ive been trying to stay active by faving pics and commenting every week. ive been in a deep depression for the last 5 years, and i guess probably for the last 10 years if u really think about it. but by far the last 5 years have been the worst sometimes to the point of suicide even (im not asking for help im just letting you know my ups and downs). ive been getting back into art since november, one day i just decided to make a sticker like old times and it felt great and i made a few more to but ill upload those slowly to give them equal exposure and plus nobody knows im even active again yet. on that thought i want to know who is actually active still? ive been browsing comments and notes and seeing a lot of my friends just dont post or log on anymore. its sad to see. DA has changed a lot it appears, looks like some failed imitation of Artstation but at this point im really not surprised. DA has been
Happiness
people can bring you happiness, but as much as id hate to say its only a temporary feeling. true happiness needs to come from within, and can ONLY come from within ones self. ive always been alone, i understand why, and now im finally learning how to be alone.
Balancing
most wouldnt care but i figure i should give an update. so things are leveling off and my dad is slightly getting his shit together (his gf is moving in and going tp pick up his slack while he goes golfing), which allows me to get back to normal and start saving my money again for the future. i got a bonus at work and thats why i was able to keep the internet (ive already made enough sacrifices for this place).
ive had to abandon my car project after i destroyed the gas tank, and now i have enough money to continue. instead of buying a used rusty replacement im buying the type of tank they use in race cars, which is good because some day i w
rough times
i may have to disappear for a while. my dads home is about to be foreclosed and he tells me last second. i was saving money and just about to get my life moving forward, now i have to take control of his life too. unfortunately internet isnt a necessity in keeping the house so ill be turning that off. ive been planning on buying my own phone contract so when i do i might just get one of those USB wireless things and just run my laptop. worst case scenario is i have to go live with my mom and her boyfriend and put all my stuff in a storage garage, from there i dont see how i could possibly build a business but oh well, as long as my dad got hi
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Ive always wanted to build an FD and tackle that track in real life! I keep trying to get my time down in GT5 haha. Follow those aspirations man! I went to High School in Japan an thats where I learned how to drive so I know the feeling of drive behind building and driving a car. What kind of car would you build for that track?