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"yes i know your name, but whats your message?" -GosteOner
ive recently removed some ppl from my facebook due to their lack of talent and their undeserved sense of accomplishment. we all start at the same point in art and i respect that fully. yes it takes practice and determination to develop ur very own "identity" as an artist, but its the ppl who feel content doing the same nothing that get to me. as a graffiti artist i feel its easier to get caught up in the hype, to do things the same as every1 else to gain acceptance. ive always hated this, which is why my art is barely even considered graffiti in most cases. but thats quite alright with me. now im not being a fag and saying "break the mold fuck mainstream", but if ur going to force urself to walk in circles and be happy with not getting anywhere, then there really isnt any reason for me to be watching u is there? i watch ppl so i can see them grow, and apply my leanings on how I can grow myself. im guilty of the things i say, but that was in my early artist days, im not still doing the same thing without change or progression.
so to make it simple, and this doesnt just apply to graffiti writers, develop who YOU are and strive to grow urself before u become a meaningless robot who keeps shouting out his or her own name. whats more important than ppl knowing ur name is what ppl think when they hear it.
ive recently removed some ppl from my facebook due to their lack of talent and their undeserved sense of accomplishment. we all start at the same point in art and i respect that fully. yes it takes practice and determination to develop ur very own "identity" as an artist, but its the ppl who feel content doing the same nothing that get to me. as a graffiti artist i feel its easier to get caught up in the hype, to do things the same as every1 else to gain acceptance. ive always hated this, which is why my art is barely even considered graffiti in most cases. but thats quite alright with me. now im not being a fag and saying "break the mold fuck mainstream", but if ur going to force urself to walk in circles and be happy with not getting anywhere, then there really isnt any reason for me to be watching u is there? i watch ppl so i can see them grow, and apply my leanings on how I can grow myself. im guilty of the things i say, but that was in my early artist days, im not still doing the same thing without change or progression.
so to make it simple, and this doesnt just apply to graffiti writers, develop who YOU are and strive to grow urself before u become a meaningless robot who keeps shouting out his or her own name. whats more important than ppl knowing ur name is what ppl think when they hear it.
im back
hello, im back, again. its been a long long time since ive uploaded anything, but ive been trying to stay active by faving pics and commenting every week. ive been in a deep depression for the last 5 years, and i guess probably for the last 10 years if u really think about it. but by far the last 5 years have been the worst sometimes to the point of suicide even (im not asking for help im just letting you know my ups and downs). ive been getting back into art since november, one day i just decided to make a sticker like old times and it felt great and i made a few more to but ill upload those slowly to give them equal exposure and plus nobody knows im even active again yet. on that thought i want to know who is actually active still? ive been browsing comments and notes and seeing a lot of my friends just dont post or log on anymore. its sad to see. DA has changed a lot it appears, looks like some failed imitation of Artstation but at this point im really not surprised. DA has been
Happiness
people can bring you happiness, but as much as id hate to say its only a temporary feeling. true happiness needs to come from within, and can ONLY come from within ones self. ive always been alone, i understand why, and now im finally learning how to be alone.
Balancing
most wouldnt care but i figure i should give an update. so things are leveling off and my dad is slightly getting his shit together (his gf is moving in and going tp pick up his slack while he goes golfing), which allows me to get back to normal and start saving my money again for the future. i got a bonus at work and thats why i was able to keep the internet (ive already made enough sacrifices for this place).
ive had to abandon my car project after i destroyed the gas tank, and now i have enough money to continue. instead of buying a used rusty replacement im buying the type of tank they use in race cars, which is good because some day i w
rough times
i may have to disappear for a while. my dads home is about to be foreclosed and he tells me last second. i was saving money and just about to get my life moving forward, now i have to take control of his life too. unfortunately internet isnt a necessity in keeping the house so ill be turning that off. ive been planning on buying my own phone contract so when i do i might just get one of those USB wireless things and just run my laptop. worst case scenario is i have to go live with my mom and her boyfriend and put all my stuff in a storage garage, from there i dont see how i could possibly build a business but oh well, as long as my dad got hi
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true man true, good journal